Monday, April 23, 2012

memoralibiaofgarbagecollector :)

Little kitten stuck somewhere behind the closet around 3 a.m,and i cant get it out and by the morning,i managed to get the baby out-ended ruining my own little closet.saving the life of the kitten is much more important than my stupid wardrobe.


There,i manage to find my old boxes that full of everything,i hate to say this but barely said:i am a big fan of junk collector.

here are some of the snaps :

1.

*a medium size box of accessories*


i am a very big fan of accessories.though i am not very good in matching it with my clothes,or to be frank,some of it were never at my hand.still,i love to piles the box up with those bangles.each of it meant something to a person like me,and ayah is one of the contributors..believe it or not.he did bought me some of the gelangs from Forever 21.what a weird family.trolol.i collected them since my primary years,and some of them were gone-but most of it were still with me :)



2.

*theycalleditgarbagebutinameditmemories*



one of my habits is collecting stuff and i have to admit that,i am good at it....that is my nametag during my primary years.The badge there was made my ex as he is good in creating piece of arts.Same goes to the candles there..all of them have different side of stories and each of them meant a lot to me.though the person changed,but i still have the memories in me as they had given me something meaningful,which cant be defined with words.


p/s:candles there was given by one of my exes on my 17th birthday.he did come to my house,bring a very scrumptious pieces of blueberry cake.salutation was given to him..Taddaaaa....




3.

*lettertojuliet*


This is one of those letters.given by my first ex.puppy love.and now he ended as one of my bestfriends.what a funny life.yalor.mana ada handphone by that time,and he was in science school kot.so the relationship last for two years :).and i still keep some of the handmade cards and dime given by him..haha




4.

*collectingemptynotebooks*


my other unique hobby is collecting notebook and stationary...i have like more than 10 empty notebooks,and most of them were bought secara suka-suka.





5.

*ketidakmatanganmembuatkansayaseringmenukarbarang*




fromroxy.to fossil.ended with rm20 ringgit purse bought from sabah.still i didnt change it because of sentimental value :)



6.
* :) *


well,this is part of me when i was in Borneo.it is still safe and sound with me :).in facts,i keep them well in the box given,and thou the situation is much more different here,still....part of the memories buried deep down inside in me :),

my guards might be up,but imma still a girl,and once the memories were there..it will always.in me...



always :)

Saturday, April 14, 2012

a reply to a dearest romeo :)

Life might seem as easy as an Abc or maybe as hard as phonetic.well,both might look the same,but it is on us.

To View,
To look,
To judge

the things based on our own interpretation..

A girl might look stronger,when she has her side-kick,life partner,or maybe a lover.

Same goes to the boys,and things created differently.Love is a good way to convey a message,that we are not alone,and it is proven in stories.

Beauty with the beast,
Cinderella with the prince charming,
Fiona and Shrek
and maybe Bella with edward?or Jacob.whatever#sheisabitch ; p

Dearest romeo,

U might need your Juliet now,to sing the unsung melody,and to create an epic,a wonderful life an endless love.But don't you remember that both of them die at the end of the story.it was the most hopeless masterpiece ever.i hate to admit that i hate with the ending of those thingy created by that Gay.


well again my romeo,

Love is something miracle,and once it's there,it will be something that cant even be denied.you can't just simply resist it,and i know the feeling...


My friend,

i know it's hard to be alone,
watching the other couple laughing.joking.holding hands will make you feel like completely a loser.aint it?

well..i know the feeling....


I Do believe that you have the feeling of
wanted to be taken care of.sharing the thoughts.having fun.laughing.yelling at each other faces.and maybe smashing gadgets?


the question is,are you ready for the negative sides of it?
the feeling of being controlled.
smothered and etc?

this is just my random thought and yes.

if you have the feelings for that girl,

just go for it.taking chance is hard to do,but it's worth it :)



if you are ready for a new beginning of your life.just spill it out and dare to make a move.every lil things begin with a single step :)


but,if you are not yet ready..be patience,cause everything is written for reasons.

i am very sure that a very good guy like you,will end up with a good life.



have faith :)
take chance
give your best shot.


well,it's hard to be alone,
but sometimes,alone doesnt make you weak,right?


it shows that you are very strong.particular.mature.

in choosing right lady

to be the mother of your children.


amin :)




sincerely,
ladymacbeth2.0
feel it.take it.risk it

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

ihavemadeupmymindandtheanswerisyes.i do

you were there,
when i was in pain,
took the broken heart,
heal me with your warmest soul,
en-carved it with sprinkle of golden trust
sealed with things you loved most...

Taking chances,
leaving all behind,
Soaring to a betterment,
Beneath of my eyes,
You should be acknowledge as a gentleman.

You crossed the thin line,
and you made my mom smile,
as u speak to my dad,

And if you ask me with with for touched words,

i will seal your love
with the words 'i do' :)