A Depart to Heaven :)

Dad is my iconic idol and losing him is the last thing that i can ever imagine.He thought me how to love,how to care and the most important thing is-how to value a family :).

When i was away to Krabi Island,i received a painful news from my girl.Amalina Othman.She's one of my bestiest and the lost of her dad made me shed my tears.She's 19 by that time and the needs of the dad in family is vital at the bloomy age...She was strong,though deep down inside,i cant really judge her feelings,i knew..she must have been missing him since the day he went away.

then i realised,what will i do if i were in her shoes?probably dying inside or maybe move on and hold the memories.



By the age of 20,another man had gone.Faten Naemah,who's the only daughter lost the love of her dad and she was the only child of the small circle family.I went to the funeral,and the unpleasant situation made me feel crumble inside.



They were strong,and i am not.

Cancer again,had attacked my friend's daddy (which was previously boyfriend),and it slowly kills him inside.The moment was still vividly clear in my mind when he told me that his father was diagnosed cancer.


I couldnt say a word.not even a word.He was real tough.Being the eldest son of the family made him feels unstable in this unwanted situation.Each time hearing the story,i could'nt even respond to one..The only thing that played in my mind was,


you are such a strong guy..



i was with him for one year,and the fake smile that he made terribly made me full of guilt inside.i wish i have the power to comfort him nor to other person that facing the situation.

The day had slowly passed,and his beloved dad left him yesterday.

He texted me and even answered my call with a steady tone,and deep down inside i know the pain is beating him like a drum.




Dear friends,to whom who lost your loved ones,

Malin,Fred and atin..


This one is dedicated to you...

God has his own set of reasons of why He let them go first...

They need to depart as early as possible to find us a shelter so that we can meet them there.Insyallah.

Be strong,(i know i have no clue on what i am talking about)


but believe me,love wont die.this is just a beginning to the endless love of the eternal sunshine in heaven...


One thing for sure,god has granted you with a great father,a man,and a guy.



I will always here for all of you regardless how hard it will be :).

For the rest,value your man before he gone.Forever <3

The art of reading

“No matter how busy you may think you are, you must find time for reading, or surrender yourself to self-chosen ignorance.” -confucius

your reading materials determine who you are-my own interpretation of reading,or in a simple way

You Are What You Read :)


when they asked me of what i'm fond of,i rarely say "akusukamembaca",i'am a big fan of music and i don't really realized that i'm into books until i found :



1.

(these.part of it #homaigodakusukamembacaandakuadalahNERD#

after few years,collecting reading materials,or not really collecting actually.(it's more to like girl,u have extra money-go and grab some books at Mph or Popular)


*let's begin


2.

(my childhood collection)

forgodsakken,i am not a big fan of Harry Potter,but my dad used to buy my like many of J.k Rowling's collection-though it was so amusing i found it boring and some of it hilangsebegitusahaja,most of my collections are from Jac.Wilson and Jean Ure.

3.

(graphic novels)


when i was in lower form,i was a huge fan of graphic novels,and i had like more than 30 of them,nevertheless-it disappeared mysteriously.#kesianakubelibanyak-banyakadaorangamik.my favourite collection was written by Ben.



4.

(motivational+inspirational genres)

it helps me a lot in dealing with real life-ahaha-real situations,little bastards-cute crushes and so on)



5.

(romance)

there was a moment,where i got involved with this epic novels.like seriously,name it and i got everything with me-Ombak Rindu,Bicara Hati,Sepi Tanpa Cinta,Cintaku Di Harajuku,bla2#embarrasing-and it gave me lots of ideas of how to behave like a lady;obvoiusly,it didn't help me at all.


6.

(politicviews)


ohlala,i really wanted to be an iron-lady someday#kononla,but my parents have interest towards the colours of the classrooms intead of courts#lol# -so i have to leave law and menjadi guru.nevertheless-i still read like lots of these bibliographies and political views that involve around Malaysia-at least i know something and somehow it gave me a wider perspective on how things change arround us.#takpandaitapitaklahjahilsangat :)



seriously,some books made me :



*

(wahheavengilamembacabukuyangsenangvocabnyakudigest)



and some:

(err,what is this-i can't even digest a word..)



and even for the worst case :

(why ibrahim ali and mahathir have different views..oh.why?zzzzzz)


so here,s my recommendation:)



1.

(givenbyaverygoodfriendofmine-sophia :) )

for vocab enhancement,of course-JodiPicoult prepares us with a heart-warming storyline-yet it was such a difficult material to be digested.you have to read it like for thousand times and #baruakutawusebenanrnyapompuannihilangingatan..ooobegitu)



2.

(imam's daughter)


this novel helps me in the sense of humanity-love-and faith towards Allah.This girl lost her faith due to the difficulties that she faced.i cried when i read some of the parts,however,she was wrong with her final action of losing her Faith.she should have believe in Allah instead of losing herself.it's a good book to read-and as a muslim,i do believe that,Allah is Ahad#



3.

(it's not me,it's you)

this was a compilation of few stories-behind every heart-breaking relationships.there were many useful tips that helps the reader in behaving a right way in facing problems.


last but not least :

(holy quran)



regardless how passionate we are in choosing our reading materials (harrypotter,fivelanguageoflove,majalahmanggaseparuhanakedoranyothers)-we shouldn't neglect our Holy Kitab and in my case al-quran of course

*the least that we could do is read/recite the holy verses after maghrib's prayer :),and for the best result do have a copy of it in your car,bag or etc.

remember;

thousand books may grow a smart leader,
one God,makes us a reader :)


grab some books and read-it's not too late to cultivate this good habit