A Depart to Heaven :)

Dad is my iconic idol and losing him is the last thing that i can ever imagine.He thought me how to love,how to care and the most important thing is-how to value a family :).

When i was away to Krabi Island,i received a painful news from my girl.Amalina Othman.She's one of my bestiest and the lost of her dad made me shed my tears.She's 19 by that time and the needs of the dad in family is vital at the bloomy age...She was strong,though deep down inside,i cant really judge her feelings,i knew..she must have been missing him since the day he went away.

then i realised,what will i do if i were in her shoes?probably dying inside or maybe move on and hold the memories.



By the age of 20,another man had gone.Faten Naemah,who's the only daughter lost the love of her dad and she was the only child of the small circle family.I went to the funeral,and the unpleasant situation made me feel crumble inside.



They were strong,and i am not.

Cancer again,had attacked my friend's daddy (which was previously boyfriend),and it slowly kills him inside.The moment was still vividly clear in my mind when he told me that his father was diagnosed cancer.


I couldnt say a word.not even a word.He was real tough.Being the eldest son of the family made him feels unstable in this unwanted situation.Each time hearing the story,i could'nt even respond to one..The only thing that played in my mind was,


you are such a strong guy..



i was with him for one year,and the fake smile that he made terribly made me full of guilt inside.i wish i have the power to comfort him nor to other person that facing the situation.

The day had slowly passed,and his beloved dad left him yesterday.

He texted me and even answered my call with a steady tone,and deep down inside i know the pain is beating him like a drum.




Dear friends,to whom who lost your loved ones,

Malin,Fred and atin..


This one is dedicated to you...

God has his own set of reasons of why He let them go first...

They need to depart as early as possible to find us a shelter so that we can meet them there.Insyallah.

Be strong,(i know i have no clue on what i am talking about)


but believe me,love wont die.this is just a beginning to the endless love of the eternal sunshine in heaven...


One thing for sure,god has granted you with a great father,a man,and a guy.



I will always here for all of you regardless how hard it will be :).

For the rest,value your man before he gone.Forever <3